Happy New Year to all my friends, family, readers and supporters.
Without you all I don’t know that I’d have made it through these last few years. Every single positive word or show of support has helped me in some way get here and I’m so grateful to have received it.
I have updates, Christmas was great but I’m still recovering. My pain isn’t quite as good as post programming and I realised my stimulation is stopping when I move my head again, so possibly more pain due to less stimulation being received. But that’s a 2024 problem. I’ve been referred to a specialist rheumatology physio, that’ll probably be some time from February. So fingers crossed that 2024 will be the year I lose the walking stick.
Bella is Bella. Maybe just a little more of the Bella seen on her extra days. I love her, and I’m grateful to be spending NYE with her as I really wasn’t sure she’d make it. But she did and she’s been a pain in the arse all morning – I wouldn’t have it any other way. She’s been out 4 times, cleaned Prus litter tray and demanded to be tucked in 7 times – she is truly living her her best life and taking full advantage of her ‘tuck me in again or I’ll give the ‘I was abused a decade ago’ eyes’.
I’m saving money. I’m not sure what for yet – it could be for my MOT in April, any surprise vet bills Bella brings me, to buy myself a divan bed so I can change my own bedsheets and get up easier, to pay for education to be able to pursue a new career I’m interested in. Or maybe it’s to buy flights to Australia and get a clean break from my place of suffering for a few months once I’m a little closer to being ‘better’. I hope it’s all of the above but it’ll take me a few years to save for it all. Maybe I’m saving for the winning lottery ticket!
I hope the NY brings you all the right things too. I hope you all remain wonderful and feel the love that you so kindly share with others, myself included. You truly deserve it 🫶🏼